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<TAGBOARD Exits Link Live Traffic Archives March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 Credits ©.	Wednesday, August 8, 2012 Okay guess what! I left with 3 more weeks and I am out :) didn't really thought about What should I do after this 3 weeks but I always wanted to be on the frontline :) I just hope that I can Get what I wanted :/ anyway Happy Birthday Singapore :) and Happy birthday to you too August baby :) I respect your decision but you are giving me reasons that were downright stupid! Sunday, July 22, 2012 I was planning to give it to you on your birthday but you rejected me! Dear Girl that rejected me , I have know you for a while now and  I find something that I love about you: your smile, your personality and your laugh  You are a beautiful and amazing person who brightens up my  day and every time i find myself smiling for no reason and realized I was thinking about you.   We have only been friends up until now, but I have had these feelings about you for a while. I have tried to find the right time to ask how you felt so here is that time. I would love for us to be more than friends if you feel the same way. Please give me a call when you read this letter. Bryan NOW THIS LETTER DOESN'T SERVE THE PURPOSE Friday, July 20, 2012 Those were the times..... Friday, July 6, 2012 Isn't it great I don't even know what's my religion now? I am Taoist/catholic/buddhist all at the same time but it's not important to have a religion but I choose to beliave In all? How well do people know me? Actually not well enough to Judge me? I don't work well with others but I choose to dominate on my own That's why I made plans ! Saturday, June 30, 2012 Oh well it's already July and it's been ages since we last Chat but what can I do?My Ns days were hell alot Tougher now because some educated A levels squad brought in Camera phones,ciggarites and Mp3.alright that's all from me I guess I post again next week :) bye guys Sunday, June 24, 2012 I adore you I like you but most importantly I miss you ? Why wouldn't you return my calls and texts 😔 Or have you been bored of me? Sigh~ I need Answers ! And I need it now :( Friday, June 22, 2012 IPPT was Great!!!! I think I pass 😌 Sunday, June 17, 2012 Writing a post while waiting for my report in the hospital. I just afraid things might turn out to be what I expected. I have a phobia of going to the hospital as the last time I went Wasn't a good thing but rather a regret that will follow me For The rest of my life. Okay shall wait for my report and pray hard nothing will happen! Friday, June 15, 2012 The person I fell in love with is you! Why you?? You gave me encouragement when I am the lowest. I really fell in love with you but do you feel the same as I did? I wouldn't dare to even text you because I am afraid that You Might think I am annoying. Hopefully you can see my sincere side of me if you Even understand. Saturday, June 9, 2012 3 more months sigh~ Okay where shall I start? To be exact my passing out parade will be around mid-semptember That means I already have completed 3 long months of trainee life :) And also 3 months of not visiting the person that inspired me to become a better person :( I been looking forward to seeing him proud and happy but I still need to endure 3 more months :/ Grandpa I miss you 😔 ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Monday, June 4, 2012 I’m not like before You are also a bit unlike yourself But, in my eyes, your smile Is still beautiful. I don’t want to wait in expectation that how exciting it could be I don’t understand how you could be so calm And can’t grasp your stubbornness But I know Why you lied. A night of reminiscing the past memories Almost can’t remember why we parted I took a step, and another I just discovered I have gone a circle Walked for months and now I’m back to the start. Not avoiding any unsettling rumours But gradually we are drifting apart till we have no feelings anymore The gift you give me, at this moment, is so thoughtful It accompanied me while I think back on our memories Just like every love story has an ending point. The world’s cruelest thing, I fear is, time It can trap a person and still move forward Loving till this pathetic state A step and another Still can’t catch up with your footsteps You are satisfied. But i am not.  Saturday, June 2, 2012 5 years 2 more months left! If you are reading this I just wanna say I will wait no matter what? Because I have waited For a long timeV ??? Saturday, May 26, 2012 2 more months I don't just wake up and say I have Decided to do something! Some things are better to Be done then said ? So I will wait and trust you even though I don't know what might Be your answer but I still hope that you will still remember me. Sunday, May 20, 2012 WHAT's wrong What's the problem?  I'm still trying to figure things out :(  Saturday, May 19, 2012 Did I say something wrong? I knew it's hard to remember the people we used to be You turned your back on me and I was just trying to reach you but still you choose to be like this? Sunday, May 13, 2012 Today marks the 2nd month in my ns life,Thinking back when i first enlist and how i feel during the first 10 days of confinement really put a smile on my face?And our squad first NDP training at Nee soon camp really makes us all mentally exhausted.Ok if i carry on saying my NS life you guys will be yawning by now?    On Mother's day,I brought my Mom and my family members out for lunch and dinner? but it was worth it because from the day i enlist until now then i have the chance to eat dinner with them together? so that's all  but the rest i am really too lazy to type it out :) Thursday, May 10, 2012 I get questions like "why you don't wanna defer for National service and study first" I tell them "I not going to run away since it came to me first? Friday, May 4, 2012 I can't believe that I actually passed my 2nd month in Ns so smoothly but there's still Cracks in everything?My instructor is MAD!! I don't really understand what's wrong with him!! Acting like a kid and Tell us that we are the pampered ones,but just because of a Can of drink and a privilege he could Go mad and make us clean the toilet? What's more worst is we are booking OUT late and booking IN early ? I guess next week will be a hectic week ahead :( Monday, April 30, 2012 HELLO GUYS!! During this long weekend,I went to catch the movie BATTLESHIP!! It was awesome and also I always thinking about mirgrating to Haiwaiiamd Lead a simple life there! Haha but isn't it too early to think about that lols :) Anyway I don't understand why I cannot concentrate on my training but everytime I tend to do Something I will think of you?but there's no choice I can't even get one single chance? If you are reading this I hope you will understand what I am trying to say here? Saturday, April 28, 2012 5.22 Do you remember the moment? 2 more weeks and it's my 2nd month!!! Everything is going smoothly and also my IPPT will be next month. I keep Anticipating for my IPPT because I wanna know which station is going to Bring me down! Haha :) okay enough of camp stuff!! After I book out,I got a news about a relative of mine just passed away? She always gave me paper crane when I was little and I always ask myself WHY WOULD I NEED THAT? But now it's all just memories...Hope she will be in a better place!! Goodnight guys Saturday, April 21, 2012 18/09/11 (5.22) If you really hate me that much why didn't you tell me Straight? I couldn't just stop loving the same person over and over again? Why does it takes me months to understand the whole situation? Just because of assumption and mutual trust isn't going to bring us Anywhere? If you are looking at this,I just hope that you will understand What I am trying to say. Friday, April 20, 2012 Right now, in your two eyes, already since a long time ago A different person other than me Is standing before you, smiling at you Your back getting further away is holding onto me With the pointless hope that you might look back I am always waiting for you? Sunday, April 15, 2012 Even though i might not know what are you up to but doesn't mean i don't know entirely what is going on? Taking my photo and edit is totally downright pathetic.I don't mind what others think of me but dislike people that does little things behind my back! Couldn't it be more exact then just come right to my face and tell me straight rather then hiding. Saturday, March 24, 2012 Oh well !! I spent 2 weeks without social networking !! After all I still believe that Time will heAl the wounds that inflicted on others :) gtg see you next week Sunday, March 11, 2012 I GOT ANSWERS THAT I CHOOSE NOT TO TELL. Since i have time to blog now? Tomorrow i be serving my national service and i would not be blogging again and to The person that detest me all this while i only got 2 words for you 幼稚. GOODBYE INTERNET :) Maybe i will be back to rant about my daily lifes and happening in lifes :) Yeah I know I miss out 1 day? But anyways On march 10 I woke up like around 4 plus in the afternoon,later on I met Shaun and his girlfriend at around the vincinty then we took a cab to East coast and had Korean BBQ for diners.We ate for around 2 hours and again took a cab to Katong shopping center :) and sing K :D I think that's all I have done on that day? On march 11 As usual I woke up quite early today because Shaun was watching "Twlight breaking dawn part 1" And I was interrupted by the noise!!!😡After that Shaun accompany me to Kovan and bought my stuffs for enlistment an also got a new number :) Oh well what else have I missed out? Friday, March 9, 2012 10 March,After going through so much I am still worried about my grandparents in health conditions :/ althought I be soon enlisting in the army I still hope I would able to visit them if possible. Alright I just got my TIMBERLAND boots :) and it's limited edition and cost freaking expensive 600 ringgit lols !! K just saying :) Thursday, March 8, 2012 9 march,I have to deal with 4 deaths in my family for last then a year. One after another -.- Isn't it fuckup? But still I hope they will be at better resting place! Hais now my heart is numb!! Wednesday, March 7, 2012 8 march, I can't sleep !!! Why ? Because tomorrow I have to wake up early for prayers and still travel to Malaysia for another funeral.This time it's my Mom's brother who have been fighting Lung cancer for about a year now.I once said that I don't wanna deal with death in my family this year but still -.- !!! And also I would like to clarify things? 1) I created this blog to just have my personal space to Rant or talk about? 2) If you think that I am attracting attention then I think you should keep those comments to yourself.I will not ask you haters to leave because even if I do you guys will come back eventually. 3)And lastly I don't care what others have to say about me!! Get it !!! Labels: Chapter closed Tuesday, March 6, 2012 On 7 march,I have to deal with a death in my family again.sigh~ Usually when I watch a death on tv I wouldn't feel anything but when it's the real deal I will just collapse eventually.Sorry if there's alot of mistakes because I am writing this with a confused mind and heart. Labels: I still will continue to cherish all the times we had. Monday, March 5, 2012 Gone for Good :0 see you guys in 2 years time if i still remember :) Exactly one more week to my enlistment! How great :) gonna post pictures next time :) Saturday, March 3, 2012 On march 3 I am left with a couple of weeks but still in no shape to advance further with my plans because of different situations occurring.Just wait and see!! Someday you will approach me again for my help.